hahah. finally im here to make a new post. (: life without internet is sooooo inconvenient and bored!. pfft. this few days been busying with the fo camp stuffs, coming up with games... roar~~~ boring. =O haha. ytd finish typing report at ard 3 plus, then i went to bed and lie there to daze for 3 hours!. haha. and till 11 when cch comes to my hse, i think i didnt really fall asleep. what a tortue man. dont know what's wrong with me. maybe im just not used to this new room!. it's super quiet at night!.

ok, at ard 11 plus, went to the lrt there to fetch that monk chua to my hse. LOL. and he passed me my christmas present!. hohoho~ it's a big pink rabbit soft toy. (: cute~~pfft. that monk wants to sleep on my bed!. haha. and i kept pestering him to wake up. HAHA. ok, in the end, i went to watch tv and he fell asleep. and i didnt wake up him, nice me huh. haha.

someone is angry on the other side. hahaha!. oops! =X dont be petty la. hahaha. smiles ok?. (: u nv accompany me out, i also didnt angry. so you cannot angry also. haha. pfft. feel so tired and kinda stressed up this few days. roar.. who is there when i need someone's help or maybe a shoulder to rely on or cry on?. hahaha. just kinda hoping to find someone who will be able to hug me to sleep and for me to rely on?. im so tired. haha. and maybe a lil more freedom is what im searching for?. haha. just hope in this 2008, all these wishes will be granted. (:
a HAPPY NEW YEAR to all in advance!.

*picture taken at the cafe!*

hahha. during christmas eve, we(derrick, me, celia, marcus, yuhwang) went back to club for marcus report thingy, deyi, shun fa and lawson went back for running i think. the 5 of us then toured round the sch, we are hot and exhausted!. hahaha.

after that, we set off to sunshine plaza to buy huat's kon. hahaha. and its super CUTE!. haha. one big kon and one baby kon. (: baby kon is kinda ex. hahaha. after that, we went to bugis because celia needed to buy a dress. and after walking for so long, finally she bought one!. and i think it's not bad, me and deyi suggested her to try. =DD pfft.

we headed to the pit ______ cafe. LOL. it's a place where we get to enjoy the food + playing board games. (: but bad thing is, it's located in between the lanes of those pubs. ): hahaha. the food was not bad, and we guys did enjoy ourselves. haha. firstly, we played the animal game. hahaah. deyi is the loser!. hahahaha. then UGLY UGLY UGLY!. hahaha. huat is the most ugliest!. he got the most cards!. =X and we played the hot airballoon game. pfft. the game dont like me, i kept losing. haha. lastly, we played the guessing game!. hahaha. in the end, we left the place at ard 11pm. hohoho.

on the train home, i opened deyi's lawyer letter. haha. and one sentence gets me abit emo. hahaha. but dont worry. i've got over it long long ago. (: after i reached home, expected thing. scolding!. pfft. it makes me more emo. after talking on phone with reeve for some time, he said he wanted to slp, so i went to slp too.

hmm. christmas!. but i feel kinda emo. hahahaha. stayed at home for the whole day!. and mum continuous nagging and complaining, pissed me off. LOL. but after a while, im back to normal. (: amazingly, this is the first time i get so pissed off. hahhaa. normally i'll just pretend i didnt hear anything. hahaha. =X

before dinner, me, mum and guma went to hougang pt to buy kfc. haha. and i saw patrina and her bf at the foodcourt. hahha. so sweet sia, christmas dinner. loL. pfft after dinner, me and mum went to our new hse. wow! we carried lots of stuffs, its damn heavy!. hahaha. but nvm, im strong. =X hehe.

we started packing some stuffs. and i saw my piggy bank!. it isnt a pig. it's a bear in a bathtub filled with hearts. it's super cute!. i put it on my table!. hehe. after that, we went to guma's hse to consume my tonic drink. on the way home, weiloon msg me to wish me merry xmas. haha. i complained he so slow, xmas is coming to an end soon, then he wished. LOL. but actually he wanna ask when i moving. haha. COOL! nxt time me, him and kenneth we can meet up often!. (: maybe nxt week i guess. (:

today, is as usual a boring day. staying at home. pfft. tml!!.YES!!. going to move hse!. =DD

ytd went out with club for xmas gathering. hmm. so didnt went out with dben, cause its getting late. hmm. halfway thro it, me and celia went to the toilet. i bua tahan went to buy slippers to change. lOL. and celia is jealous!!. wahhaa. and both of us bought the same slippers. ^^ hehe. ytd was actually a fun and enjoyable day. too bad zen, shaokai, yunting and meiqi were not there. ): and naughty zen!. msg and called my shortie!. roar~~~ haha.

but after tt i was very stressed and upset because i didnt went to meet the dben. ): feel like crying. dunno why. pfft. but thanks alot to yijia!. the chocolate is yummy!~ and tks alot alot to meng lui!. he bought me a black guitar necklace. it's quite similar to my silver one which my cousin got me from taiwan. ^^ tks alot alot. (: i guess this is the best xmas present i'll receive this year. (:

today didnt went out. sorry, sorry, really sorry ppl. due to my time constraint, i ps alot of ppl this week. so sorry. hmm. only went out for dinner at boonlay. pfft. dont know why i feel so upset today. and i did cry for a moment. ): i dont know why. tml will be better i hope so. (:

YEO HE QIN, TAG MORE!. DONT VIEWED AND DIDNT TAG. HAHAHA. (:

hmmm. today morning had a hard time waking up. hahaha. then i went to my new hse to choose the curtain thingy. hmm. after lunch, went home and took a nap. when i woke up, my mum dun allow me to go out. she said we are gg out for dinner earlier today. hmm. go fei cui eat. so i msg becca tt i not meeting her. so sry. ):

in the end, we dining at din tai feng at j8. haha. and mummy bought me a top. (: and the stuffs at j8 all very cute leh!. haha. ok, then i went to royal sporting hse. and poh lian called me. LOL. she's working there. (: before i went home, i went to the washroom and saw shane!. LOL. this world is so small~~~ hahaha.

pfft. most imptly!. i have not bought my gifts for my exchange tml!. oh dear, hahah. but meng lui said tml after his work then he accompany me to buy. so ok no probs. hmm.

anyway, to that uncute reeve!, good luck for your basketball match tml!. =DD

today went to sch for song prep. haha. but before tt was the first telematch discussion. (: hahaha. my face looks damn bored and tired. haha. but after lunch~~~ woots!. gt energy liao. hehe. after lunch was song prep. hmm. i sing until quite high, but i looked at others they all not high leh. how i wish sum and shan were there!. cause they will go high with me. ^^ hehe.

hmmm. after that went to meet reeve. and i was on phone with menglui and LOL. i heard"nxt stop, dover!" haha. and i saw him!. (: he gg to meet junwei. hahaha. buy xmas presents. hope there's my share!. wahhaha. sum just asked whether i hv bought e present anot. LOL. i feel like hiding at home during xmas. hahaha. sianx la. and when am i going to start my running training again!. pfft. lazy me. =X yawns. today kinda high but after tt abit emo. hmmmm. it ends tonight!. yawns. im tired. =|

LOL. becca said i didnt update, so im here to update!. =DD hahaha. ytd went to loving hearts ( a kinda community centre) to do my cip!. haha. then we painted the walls!~ (: pfft. but i kinda bullied by kia chun and reeve!. put paints all over me!. tsk tsk. but still ok... i took revenge too. hehehhe. =X

then aft tt, we went to jp's mac. and michael treated me and fahmi!. (: tks michael. hmmm... then me n mich went to jp walk walk.. arcade n toyrus. (: there's a silent hill game in the arcade!. i still told mich, ehh.. the ghosts or perhaps the mummys look lik silent hill game. and he told me it is!. haha. after that we went home.

hmm. today actually meeting liwen and the girls out. in the end im too lazy and yao suan bei tong. haha. wanted to meet them, but they hv alr bought golden compass tics. ): so didnt meet them. hmmmm.. then deyi them ask me to watch alvin and the chipmunks with them. so i join them instead. (: lolol. and... the chipmunks is damn cute sia!. (: lovely lil thingy. hahaha. ok then we went to suntec. and i bought donuts from donuts factory!. but this time rd i only bought 6. ): no money to buy for others. hahaha.

back to uncle's home, i was bathing.. then my aunt was there. asking me is the donuts mine. haha. and i told her to take some if she wants. and her action fast sia, i thought she didnt take. but when my mum opened and see. there's 4 left!. hahah. not bad not bad. fast in action. hahha. =DD then i ate one double choco, yunting's fav!. haha. yum yum!!~~ hehe. i shall stop here then. tml there's telematch discussion and song prep. ): pfft. sianx. hahaha. but im going to enjoy myself!~

yawns... today im not late for workshop practice!. finally!. =DD haha. tsk tsk. im really a machine noob!. ): dun really know how to use the machine. =X then after tt was the wp lecture. today we all not so high. hahaha. sian ar. after that went to club and after lunch went to gems with nanny. today rain until very heavily. hahah. =DD

hmmm... ytd was a bad bad bad day!. firstly, i overslept and i reached sch at 11!. and my lesson ended at 12. so it will be kinda wierd if i stepped into the class at tt time.

nxt thing, i have serious gastric pain!. its VERY VERY VERY PAIN!. omg~ first time sia!. then i rmb i didnt took dinner on the previous nite + breakfast. =XX and tt explains why i see so many many stars~ silvery blinking stars!. =DD i was with CADC frens gg there to hv lunch. but i saw shan n sum so i went to look for them. and... in the end, i cant see!~ all i can see is only stars!!~ so shan led me the way back. hahah. and weiyi said my face was very very white. he still teasing me why i make up whole white. lOL. almost the whole day then it recovered. pfft..

and today we went to dunno where to take a look whats our course is all abt.. something lidat. haha. its damn boring!. ): hahaha. back to sch i sat with nanny, we were playing psp. in the end, he trying to see me play, and he game over!. haha. and few mins my turn to game over. LOL. we blaming each other. hahaha. then we took our lunch, and went for em1!. wohoo~~ our class almost half of us are sleeping. and of course including me~~~ =X and last lesson was engineering matrl!!. haha. me n sum we super high!!!~ hahaa. we were attending jay chou's 5 mins concert(song: ai wo bie zhou). hahaha. we are damn high!~ and theres a song: Welcome to my life bu simple plan. lOL. she funny la. said this song is like describing *someone in our class*. i was laughing n laughing. LOL. cool~ and i ended my day happily!. (: haha. and i promise to make shan high tml!~ wohoo~ 3 high gals tml!!~ (:

ytd was cadc month first event!. LoL. i was abit blurred of how e game is played cause i didnt went for e trial bcos of gems test. well, tks alot to huat. *clapclap* after the event, me n janet decided to go home. then guoliang, cch, endrea, zen, ellson wanted to go vivo. but they cant make up their decisions for e 3 guys. =.= wishy-washy. hahahha. in the end me n janet decided to head vivo.

pfft. the stuffs at candy empire attracted me!. muhaahaa. yum yum~~~ then we went to the toyrus (dun really know how to spell) haha. all the toys look fun!!!. (: then me n janet went to daiso to get some tibits. in the end i didnt get anything bcos nth attracted me. ahhahaa. then i saw kia chun with another mm club gal. hahaa. and i say hii~~ to him. lOL. ytd was quite a boring day.

after that me n janet went home. as usual, i fell asleep in the train. =p this few days being very exhausted. hahahaa. and after that i went for dinner at outram area. my cousins tot i look unhappy bcos i ate alil only. i wasnt la, im just tired!. =DD pfft. and on the way home, my cousin's bf drove quite fast at first. wa... and the phobia is back man. i kept digging my bag for sweets and i couldnt find it. i tried to calm myself down but luckily there's traffic jam. woots~ the car slowed down. (: pfft. i tink now i fear of sitting in the car than mrt. omg... hope this phobia will get better soon. (:

roar~~ ytd study till 2 plus, didnt manage to finish studying but went to slp. hehehe. today's wp abit confusing cause we change machine alr. this lathe machine will be better cause e previous machine was too tall and i needed a stool. =.= LOL.

then during wp lecture, i didnt fall asleep!. loL. cause i was engrossed in the psp SILENT HILL GAME!. its so scary~~ lol. at first i was playing. then i didnt really know how to play. so nanny played instead then me n gil watched him play. loL. we were so excited abt it. haha. after tt nanny was tired of the game. so i played lo.. and i manage to open the medical box. (: *ting ting* smart me. hohoho.. a few times i was scared by the mummy nurses.. loL. i was abit loud then whole class turned back n see me twice. hahah. but tcher didnt say me. instead he said nanny was xin fu, surrounded by gals. hahha!. pfft.

actually today can go out with shan n the others but i gt discussion!. ROAR~ so we didnt went out. hmm. then gil msg us, lOL. see who are free to go out tml and none of us are free. =.= haha. we are all busy ppl. =DD gil, u hv to make appointments with us nxt time. (: then after was the gems test. loL. i tikam, dun really know how to do. hahaha.

then after tt slack ard in club lo. then i was sitting outside spsu, gt one guy asked if im mm de. i was blurred. loL. after he left, then i rmb he's the mm senior who kept pulling me to the mm orientation. oops. =X sry i cant recognise him. hahahaha. after tt, i went to my new hse. i was removing the cover of the aircons and i realised my aircon was ON!!!. omg~~~ i dunno who on it.. for days~~~ loL. i was tinking is it ME... but i cant rmb. haha. nvm. but quite shiok. >.<>

today me n shan were late for lessons. haha. and the 3 gals we are the 3 lil pigs all woke up at ard 11 plus. =@) haha. hmm... today lessons were kinda boring. =O sum looks sian sian then influence me and i also moody moody and also shan. so during ematerial we didnt talk much, all 3 pay attention. hahahha. tts so rare. =X pfft. then straight after sch we went home. i was with shan, gil n yu ker. hmm. then i saw someone with someone. LOL. dunno y i feel sad. haha. but it doesnt concern me leh. =.= so i feel wierd. throughout e train ride i was thinking and thinking. hahaha. in the end nth much came to my mind. =DD hahaha.
roar...tml there's gems test. and i have not studied yet. dont have the motivation to study now. BORING. =O nth much to post abt. i shall stop here then. (:

today didnt go sch bcos i overslept. woke up at 6.15, then went back to slp till 8.45. LOL. therefore i didnt go to school lo. zzz~ ytd was quite a fun day in sch. hahaha. me and sum kept teasing shan. and we kept laughing at her. lolol. then after lunch was ematerial n em1. hahaha. and me and shan slept throughout the lessons. (: last lesson was cd!. and we were waiting for the tcher outside the classroom. haha. and i was playing sum's psp, silent hill game. hahaa. jixu n karen were talking abt the 080808 plan which helmi suggested. hahaha. and jixu accidentally revealed my secret!. omg~~~ hahah. i was quite engrossed in the games so at first i didnt realised. after that i was shocked!. shhhh~~~ "he know abt tt!" loL. but it's ok. i think he knew it for quite sometimes. hahaha. then after that yy msg and asked me to go back club, he wanna talk to me. so i asked shan to go off first, then i msg he qin. thought he 5pm then end. i forgotten he gg to watch enchanted. hahaha. ok, so nvm. went back to club and yy talked me for only awhile so i faster called shan and we met at outram. hmmm.. on the way back, we chit chat abt our probs. hahahaa. and our probs are kinda same. a = c, b = z. hahhaa. thats the equation i formed. LOL. i tink only we 3 gals know. after that before i reach home, yy msg me ask me be more guai. haha. i know what he talking abt la. cause nowadays i kept giving attitude to only one person. hahaha. i dont know what happen to me. he said i changed. but all i can say is, at times ppl changed is only appearance. haha. whatever~ i dont want to trouble myself over this too much. that's history. hahaha. (: and now im living in present. hohoho~ ohh yeah~ christmas is round the corner! yippie!~ i want christmas present. i tinking to buy a new water bottle. haha. the small bottle keeps leaking! oh and i saw the bottle which becca mentioned, maybe gg to get it for her. hahaha. hmm. this few days didnt contact shihui, i wonder how she is. love can be sweet but at times if u didnt handle it well, it can be sufferings. single life is still the best~ you need not care abt anyone, u can be with anyone u like. no restrictions. (: hahahaa. oh my.. im beginning to miss my 4E3!. hahaha. very long didnt meet my birdie(weiloon), gg(kenneth), mao(alan), and more... ohh.. and working frens.. kelvin, shane!!. all these ppl have always been quite impt in my life. and not forgetting, er ge, ruiming. hahaha. i praised him ytd. cause he asked me to find soneone as good as him. and i cant deny he's a hao nan ren. (: hahhaa. at least when he's now in a relationship, he stil cares for me!. (: bad bad ar.. my da ge, hongyi. hahaa. so long didnt talk to him. but he's a gd guy too. wil talk to me when he sees me sad for a period of time. (: wohoo~ now i realised gil is quite a nice fren also. like brother brother lidat. just tt he's a mini brother. loL. oops. =X ok. i sld stop blogging. and go study or do club stuffs, if not yy will be bugging me. hahhaa. (:

whahah. this is my first post wor!. wahahhahaha. decided to create a blog to kill my time... haha. today is a brand new day!. (: a big smile before you start a day, makes you good~~~ ytd was the timeline challenge round 2 and im paired up with shao kai to be the lil angels. one word to describe him, ZAI!. he's really a born to be leader man. my role model of life. (: for everything he will do his very best. wohoo~ that's the spirit and attitude!!!. i like it~

then ytd i saw meng lui, he looked so emo and asked me that me n cch we get back together ler ar.. cause we looked kinda close. like what i said, it's more than frens but not yet bf n gf. haha. i said nahx, we are just frens. deyi was there. hahah. and we both agree that starting a new day happily will get rid of all unhappiness. like what er ge told me before, he's happy because he's fortunate with no illness. (: and i agree too!. well, we should put down the past and continue with our life. cause i believe i will meet someone better out there. but ytd i kinda bu shuang at nite. it's indescribable feeling. it's going down, down, down. lololo. then i found out this sentences from avril's song to describe it.
"It's nice to know that you were there. Thanks for acting like you cared. And making me feel like I was the only one. It's nice to know we had it all. Thanks for watching as I fall, And letting me know we were done."

once sentence to say, guys are so hard to trust. (:
hahaha. they can treat you so nice and yet they said feelings faded away. they can treat you very nice it's more than a fren and yet they can said he's just treating you as a good good fren. whatever all this nonsense im sick of hearing it. and it wont affect me anymore. this boundary is set, i wont allow you to cross it. wahaha.
seems like me and shan are the same. (: hahaa.

yes! tml is weekday again get to see my DBEN 1A!. my gals~~~ and boi(s)~~~ err.. my bois.. loL. i doesnt sound rite. =X but tml there's prog for e first lesson!! mock test!. boring la!!!~~~ tinking to pon le~ =X going to see how first. hahah. nxt week will be a busy week man. sianx. but my body batteries are alr recharged so no probs. (: i tink it's time to stop typing, it's becoming an endless blogging. lolo. (: