back from all the camps!.
finally both camps have ended!. stress- free now!. for these two camps, lots of things happened. and the 15 of us have gone so far and been through all these together. though lots of times, some of us wanted to give up. however, none of them really did that. (:
for fo camp, lots of ppl had break down. lawson, shun fa, zk, ethel, xinyi. but im great that lawson didnt give up on us. and for both camps, i really want to say a big thank you to the enthu campers and all the seniors. (: esp. my outdoor seniors!. thanks for their guidance.
where sld i start to blog leh... too much stuffs to talk abt. hahah. for these camps, there's lots of memories. laughter, tears..., quarrels... blah blah. but the only thing i regretted is i didnt take good care of my voice. in the end, i have no voice and cant control the campers for my outdoor games. ): im afraid of taking ferry bcos i dont feel a sense of security at the sea. and so... for the reccee and advance day, i cried like hell in the ferry. i was super afraid. but when we are bringing the campers to st john island, i didnt cry at all. (: a big thanks to celia also. (: my best friend throughout the camp. she's also there to distract my attention by singing continuously during the ferry ride. (: *smiles*
during fo camp, i was feeling quite sick and my voice is cmi already. during interaction game, i cried in the bunk. my voice was unable to get louder. i tried my best but the campers still cant catch what im explaining. pfft. furthermore, yh injured himself during beach game, i was quite demoralised. bcos the last game pandora box was yh and my idea. (: however, in the end, it rained heavily and the campers didnt get to play it also. there was conflict here and there during the camp but it has ended along with the camp. (:
before fusion camp, i was really nervous and afraid of it. i was feeling stressed up ever since the fo camp debrief. at that time, the nightwalk there's still lots of things undone. i became kinda emo when fusion camp is getting nearer. we have little pcs this time round. so the few of us, tct, me, marcus have to multi tasks. but luckily celia was there. (: we poured out our sorrows to each other. (: *grins* poor vending machines kena hit and kicked by me. dui bu qi. =p and i promised xiao fei i wont be emo. if im emo, i'll treat him to a meal at mac. and if i didnt emo, then he'll treat me to ice cream. (: so i tried not to emo.
for this fusion camp, i have more emotions for it. there's conflicts and stuffs during those days. and yet we pcs still move on and tried our best to make fusion a success. (: hurray for all the pcs including our qm, xiao xian!. (:
during fusion camp, janet and guan jie kept telling me to relax. i kept asking them are they ready to set up this and that. lol. and not once, i think for abt 5 times ah. hahah. naggy me. =p at that time, i was feeling more nervous than stress. (: tct and xiao fei kept encouraging me. and after the candlewar, i procceed on to overlook if all the others make-up are ready anot for the nightwalk. thanks to all the seniors, all the make-ups are great!. and im happy that the make-up for individuals me and marcus came up with are not bad. (:
yeah!. and finally these two camps have ended!. thanks for all the memories but a big sorry to my family and my other friends. i wasnt there for them when they needed me. sorry. ): glad that they are so understanding towards me, esp. my mum!. *big big smiles* <33
