hmm. last few days i was rushing my cad assignment. i was feeling super duper sad and disappointed in myself. why cant i visualised the model and i cant deny im a super com noob. =D well, i cried on thurs bcos of cad. i feel so sad abt it. my classmates were saying aiya, you go home la. do so long still haven finish yet. but those words didnt affected me at all, i just feel so disappointed in myself and i lost my confidence. and while walking back to club, i was emo-ing. and andrew (my carrom senior from eee club) saw me and asked what's wrong. while telling him, my tears kept flowing. and i tink i gave him a shock. hahah. sorry ah shi fu. =D went to com with my eyes red red & i tink quite a few ppl saw me crying. i left after putting my bag and cch went after me to ask whats wrong. and i told him and he said why did i lost my confidence. i hv always been a confident person. hmm. and i dont know why. but was feeling ok already. =D no worries. hehehe.

ytd, went to do my cad again. the last part and surprisingly i knew how to do. =D a happy thing. heheh. and i went out to imm for dinner with celia, oscar, marcus, shunfa. my darling and xiao xian tagged along to accompany us though they didnt eat. =D the food was not bad and we headed to giant to shop and celia gave me some ideas. *grins*

today, i tried to wake up at 8 plus to complete the game reports but then i was really too tired. my hp alarm kept ringing every 15 mins. in the end, i woke up at 10 plus instead. i was very happy, when oscar called me to ask abt the game report. (: my responsible junior. =D and my cousins hv not woke up at that time, so it wasnt convenient for me to go to their hse just for internet connection. though i hv their hse keys but it's wierd for me to get in myself. hahah. and tks alot to him. (: in the end, through the phone we edited the reports and he sent to sf them.
hmm. i didnt meet up my darling today bcos he wanted to rest well at home. tks dear!. (: but im meeting him tml~ yeah~ i shall end my post here. hehe. ppl as usual tag more to make me happy leh. =p

lalala...today early afternoon, i went over to my cousin's hse for my nephew's 1 year old celebration!. hahah. omg... i feel so old. =X but no worries, im still young in heart. =D hmmm. the cake was semsame street and there's a jelly which was winnie the pooh and hugging a 1. hahah. and i asked ard if whether there's 18 de. LOL. one of my cousins replied, 18 too big le la, pooh cant hug. hahah. alright, both stuffs were quite tasty. (: heheh.

after that, i called my frens and none of them were free to acc me to compass. so i had to go alone. hahah. but my uncle was super nice, he drove me there although it isnt convenient for him. =D that so nice of my uncle. (: aww.. heart warming. =D today i've been missing someone so much. =D lalala. happy mood ever since ytd. =D

omg, when i reached home, i took a nap. and had a super lame dream!. hahah. i dreamt that i was sleeping at the lrt chair near my hse. then suddenly, there's an approaching lrt, i woke up and yet i took the nxt lrt. hahah. and the lrt so funny. there was announcement that the lrt is now having fire drills or plans. loL. and the lrt went into water!. and then moved upwards 90 degree like those kinda roller coaster. hahah. the wierd thing is the lrt does not have roof and i was standing and holding tightly to the railing, in case i fell out of the lrt. =D hahah. what a lame dream. well, i woke up then after receiving a piggy boy's msg. hahah. omg.. what a special and entertaining dream i had. =D hmm. shall stop here today. will update my blog soon, i hope. (: and sry ppl, i've limited time to use internet so at times on msn i didnt or perhaps i replied very slowly. hahah. big sorry for that!. (:

posting abt last saturday, i went to catch mayday's concert with my cousins!. omg... the concert was fantastic man!. and there was a very very enthusiastic fan sitting beside me, she was sooooooo funny man. she kept swaying and waving her hands and moved her body. loL. my cousin and i were laughing at her a couple of times. and my cousin even asked, is she insane?. hahah. at first, we were sitting down on our comfort chairs... but... soon after the concert started, the people in front all stood up and my and cousin were like... roar... hv to stand up since we cant see. and i think throughout the whole concert we spent most of the time standing. hahah. and i think i slowly get high & high... (: loL. there were a few songs which everyone was asked to stand up and join in. eg. lian ai ing, the LOVE actions. =D omg.. oh ya, and not forgetting monster and stones' guitar skills... were SUPERIOR!. i watched till my jaws nearly dropped off. =D

well, a big sorry to the person who was worrying abt me this couple of days. i was in a foul mood and led me to emo state. hahah. but after getting some advices from some club friends, im feeling much better. for the past few days, what really bothered me is my studies. im afraid i cant catch up for some modules. esp. my gems and cad lessons. i think i shall overcome my fear and study hard then. (: failing to plan, is planning to fail. =D and one thingy to point out. mr reeve, i nv emo la. loL. dont always think im emo-ing when you see me, which in fact i ain't. hahah.

ytd, was the round up for intriem. which means my responsibility starts from monday onwards. (: hahah. kinda excited abt it. hahah. ytd a few of us went to sing songs at moberly. hahah. had some fun over there and we even sang club songs. after tt, we went for our song prep. hahaha. singing happily. =D so long we didnt sing already. hahah. we headed to imm after the round up and walked ard lo. even though im kinda tired but i still maintain my smiles. (: hahah.

and today, i went out with junhong to catch ironman. hmmm. the movie is quite cool, so high tech. (: hahah. and as usual, we challenged among ourselves with the psp drum game. lalala. im gg to arcade to train too, so i'll always win my xiao fei. (: had some talk just now and no worries xiao fei. im looking forward to 24 may. (: signing off now!. bye ppl!. tag more pls... is rare for me to update my blog. hehe.