YEAH! ITP ending soon!. (:
Yeah!!!. Finally my attachment is ending soon!. just 1.5 days more!. =D sooooo happy!. It means my misery will end soon!. This 6 weeks has been very happening!. Lots of things happening that make me feel so lost and helpless. Dont even know who to turn to. ):
I dislike my attachment. ): i wasnt able to perform well. i actually tot of changing my itp or even taking it next month instead!. For the first few weeks, i was very depressed. ): but thanks dear for being there for me. (: of course some club friends who were there for me too. (: oya... most imptly my god-ly laison officer!. he's really great!. He encouraged and protected me. hahah. tts a secret between me, him and MM's director. =D
Thanks Rebecca & Shi hui my dearest lesbian partners. hahah!. best buddies!. =D for being there for me too... and DBEN classmates who are at China. Helmi ah... Hui Shan ah... Wei Sum ah... etc. I MISS THEM LOTS!. (: hope to get a big big hug from them when school starts!. ERR... i mean the girls. hahaah.
Yeah yeah... not forgetting my family!. after itp started, there's kinda communication breakdown between the 2 of us. we spoke less than 5 sentences or some times worst, i didnt speak to her at all!. She's asleep when i reach home. ): My relatives came telling me, hey you better accompany your mum more. She's feeling lonely. But for this week, i spent more time with her. we speak more to each other. =D thanks sis & kor for the support too. (: so touched till i always cried after the conversation.
I miss Junhong... ): he's at Japan now. but i hope he will have a great time over there. bcos i think he really deserve this break and trip!. =D we're both looking forward to 24th of October 2008!. It will be my longest r/s of my whole life. =D hahaha. but i know we will be able to get together for even more years and probably married... and till the day we died. (: hahaha. sounds so mushy. =X hehe.
I really hope when monday comes, everything will be back to normal!. able to hang out with my classmates and club frens well!. I dont know why after my itp starts, im drifting away from the club friends. even Celia... I feel so strange when i joined them at Lawson's hse bbq that day. ): Make me sooo emo... ): omg, why do i always face problems communicating with girls?. lOL. but im one too!. i guess im more boyish.. hahaha.
Today early morning, er ge book in for army le!. =D He told me he miss all the memories with everyone and stuffs... But i know he will learn new skills and have a great time within these 2 years!. cooL~ able to pick up shooting skills and stuffs. im keen to take up shooting courses too!. =D hehe.. very keen to see his nice shaved hair soon... hehe. (: JIA YOU, er ge!. and tks for telling me you will always be there as a brother when i needed you. (: take care!.
Saturday plsssssss come fast!. i want to bake my cookies!. muhahhahah!!!!. Take care people!. i will update sooonnn..... *cheers*