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My moody days.

2009-10-03T00:05:00.003+08:00

These few days I have been feeling really down and moody. Emotions get piling up and up, I don't know what to do. Yet I still have to stay strong and tried to control my tears from flowing down. It's really tough. I don't know who to turn to besides Junhong. I don't want to reveal the weak me to others.

On tuesday, I saw a news regarding a SP student get stabbed and he died during attachment at china. I was still telling myself that I won't know the person. However on wednesday, through the new paper article, then i realized the SP student is my club mate. He is my junior and I still remembered vividly that he was in my group during the FO Camp.

From what I know about him, Vincent is an independent person and someone who loves archery a lot as well as metal music. The news about him was really too shocking for me. I was stunned when I saw the article. I felt sad when someone whom I know has passed away, whats more he is only age 18+. Thats too young... I really felt very sad over this issue and worse of all when I could not attend his wake tonight! My supervisor asked me to find replacements for Junhong and me when I realized during Friday, almost all the staffs are working! I am really disappointed, why can't they be more understanding? ROAR.

Next, the burden that has always exist, which is my FYP. It is getting nearer and nearer towards the SPINNOVEX interview. But yet we just can't get the program up. I am feeling stressed up and tired. I am being pushed to grow up, to be independent, to be strong under the circumstances I am facing as well as the people round me. ROAR. FYP is the priority, entertainment and others unneccessary things should be placed after the interview that's what I feel. And I believe that if you're serious over the work, your soul and body should be there to face any challenges. (:

And suddenly I remembered about Monday when I was called to Mr Ronny Tham's office and Mrs Teo office over the racist video. LOL. So "lucky" of me that I'm the only one who bears the same name as the person who posted it. But it's definitely not me ok. (:

Life could be better...

2009-09-24T00:34:00.003+08:00

I really feels bad after 2 weeks and I realised we're back to the starting point again.
I am confused... I am discouraged...
I want to produce results and I want to show the others we can do it too.
I hate that I have to be strong... I hate to be lost...

3 more weeks to go...
This great opportunity can't be missed.
I don't want us to be a joke to the others.
I really hope we could shine like the stars.

God, please lead us to the right path, towards the light.

Liying, please work harder! DON'T GIVE UP!

23 September 2009

2009-09-23T14:52:00.001+08:00

Beyond the sunset,
lies my destiny.

MY bdae!

2009-06-04T00:37:00.001+08:00

Hehe. i actually created this post after 4th june. but still i want to blog about my birthday! Yesterday was Jixu's birthday! (: lol. im so silly. weisum told me there's two cakes, one for eating, one to play de. both for Jixu de. (: and i actually believed her. =.= lol. innocent me~ but in fact, one cake was for me! happy & surprised! (: but kena bullied. Jixu and me... the candles won't extinguished. lol. it made me had a hard time to blow it.

After the "cake celebration", i checked my bag and saw a Domo tee inside. I tot it's the present for me from the whole class. hahah. in the end.. on 4th june when we were at the com lab then i know the Domo shirt was from the guys. lol. the girls gave me a necklace! LOL and today after biofluid, Yu ker and Zongyi came over to wish me happy birthday! (: thanks to all my classmates! :D

But im kinda disappointed, one of my bestie forgotten my bdae again... when she told me one month ago that she would rmb this year. hahah.

however, i still enjoy my bdae! thanks for all the presents.. dear gave me! (: mature 19 now! hahah!!

HALO COOKS! (:

2009-05-30T23:09:00.002+08:00

Dear came over to my house and gave me a surprise! (: cause i tot he was still sleeping. =D muacks! (: then we tried studying for our gems awhile. hehe. and headed to compass for lunch. (:

Then we met up with Lawson, shunfa, wengxian, marcus, weizhuang, darren. we went to amk hub to get our ingredients. lol. and headed to lawson 's house after that. We started cooking and had lots of fun! (:

ok... and one big innocent mistake i made that made everyone laugh like dead... lol. cause we do not have enough eggs so i said take two from his mum. i said in mandarin, "geng ni mama na lian li". LOL. and... everyone burst into laughter for some moments. LOL. so innocent me. cause i dont mean that.

by the way, we cooked watercress soup, lemon chicken, fried rice, carrot cake, french toast. (: all the stuffs actually tasted quite nice. (: so proud of my HALO cooks! (: i took pics of it but may have to blog it some time later. currently, im at my cousin's house to be babysitter. (: Yawns.. sleepy me.. =X

TT day! LOL!

2009-05-30T00:36:00.007+08:00

Well... today we didn't do FYP as the lab is closing at 3.30pm. hahah. so i went to darling's lab after gems and sat down there doing nothing much and helped them with sticking the mini bookshelf abit.

After that we headed to do our work... so tiring... my feets!~ and we only manage to complete 20 blocks. I think we wasted too much time finding the next blocks as well as some blocks have 3 lifts or even 2 lifts that arent side by side! ROAR si~

But rebecca not doing le... so left with me and darling. darling said treat it as an exercise lo. hopefully we can finish the 621-700 soon. then we can request to go to blk 900 instead, whereby the 2 lifts are side by side. (: it's better for us as well as the residents. (:

We planned to work every wed and fri for 3 hours each and just earn some extra pocket money lo. hahah. it's better than doing nothing or go shopping that will definitely spend money!

But after work, my younger cousin and my elder cousin's bf lied to me! He said he wanted to get army stuffs from my house so he waited for me at sk taxi stand. but when we reached at my blk, i asked nobody accompanied me up to take? Then they giggled and passed me my presents! They said it was a lie. hahah. it's dickies backpack and pencil case! thanks! (: WHee~ now i have 2 backpacks to use. (: hahah.

But kinda early huh... there's 5 more days towards my bdae leh. hahah. whee~ then 2 days after mine will be junhong's de. (: we will definitely have a great day out next saturday for celebration! (: CHEESE...

A few pics.. of Domo and Xiao xiao ming~~

OHH~ DOMO WINS! :D

AHEM.. DOMO'S COSTUME : MADE BY TAILOR JIXU, XIAO X2 MING'S COSTUME: WEISUM. LOL!

Big chef liying. lol.

2009-05-23T22:30:00.013+08:00

First of all, i've to say a big sorry to huishan for friday. hope you arent angry anymore.

SORRY! (largest liao)

Now, i shall start posting about today. (: i woke up at 8 plus and went over to Punggol Plaza to buy the ingredients needed to cook ABC soup which includes: carrot, potato, soup bone, corn, dried ikan bilies and i bought tang yuan and a packet of tibit too. hehe.

Dear say it's not bad, i think i know how to improve on it le. (: hopefully, next time I cook it will be better. (: Btw, happy 13th month dear! the ABC soup is cooked specially for you. (:

But kinda sad cause i left some for mum but she didnt take it so i took it instead. She asked me not to cook anymore and complained that the kitchen is sticky. But i only cook soup and tang yuan, why is it possible that it is sticky? LOL.

Tml huishan is coming over to discuss some stuffs with me. (: Hopefully we will be able to produce results. and im starting work with junhong and rebecca as flyer distributors this coming tue!. (; our job is to stick the flyer near the lift at each level. the faster we stick, the more money we earned. (: I wish that we wil be able to continue this job as the time is quite flexible. it starts at evening and end at whatever time you prefer. (: Finally, i can have an extra income and slowly save it. (:

OMG... this coming monday will be week 6. OMG.

Week 7 there are two tests!

3rd June, Wed - CSW Phone call test!
5th June, Fri - Gems test!

REMINDER: LIYING MUST START STUDYING FROM NEXT WEEK. (:

OYA.. some photos of my lovely DOMO!

BAD WEISUM'S STAPLE! BITE MY DOMO! SAYANG! (:

TURN YOUR SCREEN TO SEE. SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE CAUSED.

MY POOR DOMO KENA SQUEEZZEEEEE~

HALO PHOTOSSSSSSSSSSSS~~~

SO NICE~ DONE BY JIABEI DE. (: WHEE~~

SHALL POST AGAIN~ (:

Babysitter night!

2009-05-02T10:42:00.003+08:00

YAWNS... just reached home from my cousin's house. I went to stay over to take care of my niece as my cousin and her husband are going out to catch a movie. She finally dozed off after listening to the song, PONYO at around 11.

After that, I was making the present for darling and finished it at about 12 plus. I went back to her room to put back my stuffs and I was frightened by her! LOL. She was sitting on the bed (with her eyes closed) and crying. I told her it's ok it's ok, everything is already and slowly calmed her back to sleep. At around 2 to 3am, I wanted to sleep already and I was sharing the bed with my niece, she kept tossing around. She kinda moved up from the bed awhile then went back to sleep again for a couple of times. LOL. and.. she snored... so cute. hahah. I smelled something wierd after that, so i touched her pants, it's wet! LOL.

I went to the living room to sleep after that because I was afraid I might tossed on the bed and hit her. lol. But I can't get to sleep. In the end, I heard her crying... She said she wet her pants, she wanted to change her diaper. I woke my cousin up to change for her. Heheh. and I fell asleep soon I think. I woke up a few times throughout the night... Yawnss.. feeling sleepy.

I shall take a nap before meeting darling for badminton session. (: Looking forward to receive my 1 year anniversary card later on! (: HURRAY!

Beautiful Sunday...

2009-04-26T16:34:00.005+08:00

We went to Tampines 1 ytd, it was quite crowded. hahah. but not much over there la, but i think it will be a great place if you are shopping for new clothes at Tampines. There's Tampines 1, Tampines mall and Century Square, so it's quite good to hang out there at times. (:

Today was having cramp early in the morning due to my monthly issues. lol. Had a little bread and took my med before going back to sleep. Dear came over and we watched a movie... errr... i forgotten what title. hahah. =D but it was quite an interesting movie. I guess many ppl should have watched it before. (:

Around afternoon, my cramp is backkkk... and dear cooked porridge for me. thanks! (: but luckily today i didnt have a bad cramp as months ago when i was having maths 3 exams. ROAR. (:

Shall stop here.. will update soon again. Back to school tml, week 2 already. hope i will have a great week with my peeps. (:

Some random photos taken during Week 1 in classs...

My Domo with sum's smallestttttt xiao ming. (:

Greedy DOMO!!!

(I am missing TCT, Celia, Ethel...) It doesn't feel good when frens are away. ): But i will be welcoming there back at June! (:

1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

2009-04-24T16:03:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since i last updated my blog. hahah. Finally, i signed up for internet at home, so i guess i will be updating my blog more often from now on. (: Time passed reallllly fast, today is our 1st Year Anniversary! (: Hurray!

It's great to have you as my partner for the past 1 year. Though we have been through so much but i guess it's worth it right? (: Like what you have said, we will start counting down towards our 2nd Anniversary! Love you!

After our gems today, I tagged along with darling and Shu Ying (her classmate) to meet up with their FYP supervisor. (: Then we finally headed to our next destination! Pasir ris park! The last time we went, i was feeling very troubled, cried there. However, this time round, we have quite some fun today! We rented a bike each which costs us $5 each for 2 hours. (: quite cheap, so you ppl can go there with your loved ones on weekdays too. (: Oh ya!, and we saw the world's smallest wheel bicycle! LOL.

Have quite some fun over there, racing with each other. He represented Singapore and i said i represented England though he kept saying i represented Bangladesh. But i lost. LOL.

Below are some pictures taken!

(That's me on my bike! Kinda dark...)

(Singapore team on his bike. LOL. )

WHEE~ end of my post! will update realllll sooooon~ (:

photos... of me & ..........(:

2008-10-29T16:02:00.003+08:00

Hahah... this picture is taken during our bubble tea session... =D piggy hong loves sengkang cupwalker........................ Hurray!!!. our 6th month le... hahah. nice sparkles... still gt sound de wor. hahah. thank you to piggy hong!!. =D

OMG!.. piggy hong playing sparklesssssss alsoooooooo. (:

2008-10-19T20:23:00.001+08:00

I LOVE JUNHONG!

5 more days to 6th month!

New record~!

2008-10-17T20:14:00.003+08:00

WAHAH!. woke up at around 7 plus to make lunch for my piggy. =D in the end, i finish cooking, washing & wiping at around 8.50am!. so i have to rush to bathe and left hse at around 9.15am. LOL. lalala~ reach sch at around 10.30am. HAHAH. so i skipped my maths tutorial bcos the lesson was 10 to 11am. paiseh to go. =D
met up with my darling and taken our lunch (made by chef liying) hehe. saw weiyi and he agreed to lend me the design of biomedical devices book~! yeah!. i dun have to spend 25 bucks plus on it. =X after that we headed to causeway point... sob sob.. and took back the hopeless thingy. sob sob. i cant revive it. ): went back to sch again and hand in my logbook!. yeah!. i got A for my attachment!. =D heheh. thats the most happiest thing of my attachment. =X
BUT... tml i have to go back to work. they dun want to let me goooo... and makes my darling sooo angry. hahah. but i promise i'll try my very best to persuade and reject them. wil say i work till next week. (: darling so you cannot be angry anymore.
This few days have been hanging out with hui shan alot... and both of us are really very alike... especially the way we think!. hahha!!. wo de mei mei. =D lol. tts why we always get bullied. =X hehe. but im happy that she shares alot of stories with me. =D
HEHE!. a good news to announce!.junhong breaks my record!. =D now im proud to say... this is my longest relationship. =D and everlasting too. hehe. muacks!.
awww... next fri will be our 6th month!. =D aiyo... but tml still have to work. roar... hope i can knock off earlier. hehe. 6 dollars per hr. it means i'll be earning 30 bucks tml!. not bad la. extra income for the week. >.< hehe. shall end here... i think i sld add pictures to my blog... but... wait till i have internet.. so people you will have to waiiiitttttttttt................. heheh. i think my classmates must be feeling super sianx. cause i said i will apply for internet ages ago. hehe. take care ppl!. (:

YEAH! ITP ending soon!. (:

2008-10-09T11:41:00.002+08:00

Yeah!!!. Finally my attachment is ending soon!. just 1.5 days more!. =D sooooo happy!. It means my misery will end soon!. This 6 weeks has been very happening!. Lots of things happening that make me feel so lost and helpless. Dont even know who to turn to. ):

I dislike my attachment. ): i wasnt able to perform well. i actually tot of changing my itp or even taking it next month instead!. For the first few weeks, i was very depressed. ): but thanks dear for being there for me. (: of course some club friends who were there for me too. (: oya... most imptly my god-ly laison officer!. he's really great!. He encouraged and protected me. hahah. tts a secret between me, him and MM's director. =D

Thanks Rebecca & Shi hui my dearest lesbian partners. hahah!. best buddies!. =D for being there for me too... and DBEN classmates who are at China. Helmi ah... Hui Shan ah... Wei Sum ah... etc. I MISS THEM LOTS!. (: hope to get a big big hug from them when school starts!. ERR... i mean the girls. hahaah.

Yeah yeah... not forgetting my family!. after itp started, there's kinda communication breakdown between the 2 of us. we spoke less than 5 sentences or some times worst, i didnt speak to her at all!. She's asleep when i reach home. ): My relatives came telling me, hey you better accompany your mum more. She's feeling lonely. But for this week, i spent more time with her. we speak more to each other. =D thanks sis & kor for the support too. (: so touched till i always cried after the conversation.

I miss Junhong... ): he's at Japan now. but i hope he will have a great time over there. bcos i think he really deserve this break and trip!. =D we're both looking forward to 24th of October 2008!. It will be my longest r/s of my whole life. =D hahaha. but i know we will be able to get together for even more years and probably married... and till the day we died. (: hahaha. sounds so mushy. =X hehe.

I really hope when monday comes, everything will be back to normal!. able to hang out with my classmates and club frens well!. I dont know why after my itp starts, im drifting away from the club friends. even Celia... I feel so strange when i joined them at Lawson's hse bbq that day. ): Make me sooo emo... ): omg, why do i always face problems communicating with girls?. lOL. but im one too!. i guess im more boyish.. hahaha.

Today early morning, er ge book in for army le!. =D He told me he miss all the memories with everyone and stuffs... But i know he will learn new skills and have a great time within these 2 years!. cooL~ able to pick up shooting skills and stuffs. im keen to take up shooting courses too!. =D hehe.. very keen to see his nice shaved hair soon... hehe. (: JIA YOU, er ge!. and tks for telling me you will always be there as a brother when i needed you. (: take care!.

Saturday plsssssss come fast!. i want to bake my cookies!. muhahhahah!!!!. Take care people!. i will update sooonnn..... *cheers*

2008-10-04T12:56:00.003+08:00

hello.. i have been a naughty girl.. during a uncle's birthday celebration
i went to eat some prawns ( which i am not suppose to )
and i developed some rashes which are SOOOO itchy that i could not go for work..
and so i went to the doctor :( and got some cream to apply..
okay.. luckily i think its okay already so yeah everyone =D i am fine!
work is sooo getting on my nerves people.. luckily just one week more left!
but den junhong is going to japan and he kant pei me for my last week..
BUT he is very sorry for it and he prepares to buy some stuffs for me! wahaha!
today i going to go out with shuai ge junhong after work! yeah i am supposed to be working.
but why am i blogging?

Reason:
Because above is something junhong helped liying to blog... hahaha..

END peoples.. cya guys soon!

2008-09-24T00:56:00.000+08:00

After like.. so long since a girl name liying blogged...
someone decided to hack her blog and HELP her blog! lol!
obviously by the blogging style.. who else can it be.. other than the smart guy living in lakeside.
save the applauses for my smartness.. but that wasnt the reason why i blogged for her..!
the reason was i think maybe some ppl would like to have some update from her.. but well she is busy for the past 4 weeks.. ( that means 2 more weeks guys!)
what is she busying herself with? wad else but ITP?!
yawns.. she climbs out of her bed early in the morning
returns late in the night. sleep and den repeat the routine again..
Yeah and so in like 2 weeks time she will be free like a bee and den go on her shopping spree with her best buddies!

ok maybe another reason was because it was our 5th month today...
and so i can finally get to see it on her blog saying happily its:

HAPPPY 5TH MONTH!

so yeah.. shall end here... LOL. hope this post dun end up deleted by her somehow =/

nervous day!.

2008-08-31T19:57:00.000+08:00

hmm... finally im back to update my blog... =D sorry ppl, been so lazy to update my blog. =D DBEN FLOWERS i miss you guys!. hope u guys have internet connection over there. =D and hope everything turns out well for you guys and myself!.

tml onwards, i'll be attached to the company called, Bettalife international. =D hope it will turn out well, everyone is friendly and my supervisor likes me. most imptly... give me an A for Itp. wahahah!. liying gonna be a dilligent worker tml. =D hahah. but till now, i still have not apply my internet connection. i guess i'll apply soon ba. since im working, i can pay myself to lesser my mum's burden. (: shall stop here, will update more soon!. =D

ello~

2008-07-04T21:08:00.000+08:00

wahahah. today first lesson was a&p. hahha. and we learnt abt the diseases and the ahem ahem, reproductive system. hah. =D shan & sum laughed at me. said i so noob cause i dont really know the reproductive stuffs. =D loL. and auntie sum gave me a new name this week. DR. N. hahah. sounds nice. DR. Ng liying?. hahah. NAH!. is DR. NOOB!. roars... auntie sum bullys me. =X

well, today darling and i didnt go for our gems. bcos the piggy him suddenly told me, "sigh, i dun feel like going for gems leh." Then i so nice, said, ok lor we dont go. =X heheh. and we headed back to club and then to T14 print some stuffs. (: and well, we saw sum and the guys at the same com. room. =D

after that, we went out. headed to fareast. and we saw, marilyn, august, da xinyi, christine, allan, cc & ml at town. =D lalala. and thanks darling!. for helping me to choose my shoes. (: whee~~ it's the first time. so sweet~ love you!. after that, he sent me till sengkang. and i acc him for dinner. (:

PS* [no matter what, i'll always be there for you. i hope to face all his or my own problems together as one. LOVE YOU!.]

happy sat!.

2008-06-28T20:31:00.000+08:00

heh. today morning woke up at ard 10 to 11. and saw my darling msg, saying that he's on his way to my hse. hehe. and we watched some cartoons together, spongebob, tom & jerry, roadrunner. but soon, we finished all e cartoons. hence, we watched la bi xiao xin. =x and piggy junhong stomach growled. so we went to make some bowl noodle for breakfast plus lunch. (:

after tt, we headed to compass. actually i wanna sign up for internet. but i saw alot of ppl kinda sian. so i just bought the pre-paid card. hehe. bcos i tink my hp bill gonna bomb already. =X hmm. then we went to some playground or fitness corner to chat.

and omg!!. my uncle & aunt know i have bf!. =X hahah. woots. i tink gd news tend to spread fast wor. but uncle said still must study hor. loL. no worries. i will balance well my time. (: hehe. and now im feeling so nervous. and i tink my family will start teasing me till i blushed. =D roars. hahah. but it's the first time my family knows im attached. (: so im gonna bring lim jun hong back to my hse for nxt yr chinese new year!. =D wahahha. which is like 7 mths time. hahah. right now, im looking forward to grad nite and followed by our gary's concert!. yeah!. i believe we will have a great time there. (:

boring...

2008-06-15T19:16:00.000+08:00

get kinda emotional bcos i dont know whether his post was referring to me. pfft. feel so sorry. ): and perhaps a lil sensitive to that girl tag for him. roar?. hahah. whatever.

but my sec sch fren is sad bcos of her bf again. roar... but somehow can feel how she felt, i mean in the past. loL. well, life is unpredictable.

i gonna live my life the fullest. (: And thanks alot to my family & friends not forgetting my darling. (: i have a wonderful bdae & lunar bdae. (: sweetest 18th. heh. i may not be perfect but i will try. i failed in my tasks, yet i will try harder. overcome this phobia & problems that occurred in life!. though this phobia is driving me mad this few days!. but well, I WILL overcome it!. (: and i will not cry. hahah. perhaps my second goal in life. (:

but one thing i should rmb: my boyfriend loves me & i love him. (:

五月天-一千个世纪

2008-06-09T21:20:00.002+08:00

当时地球还年轻
我们诞生荒凉大海里
演化到了寒武纪
我们长出脊椎和勇气
某天我们开始踩出脚印
学会双手拥抱学会爱情
长出人类的心
啊啊我要和你一起走过一千个世纪
每次诞生我都要与你相遇
每次轮回都为你

当时你我都野性
我们学会用火和穴居
后来帝国正崛起
我们战乱之中更相依
某天我们突然回忆过去
我们只是两段平凡基因
却爱的很美丽
啊啊我要和你一起走过一千个世纪
下一个我也许是人或蚂蚁
每次诞生我都要与你相遇
每次轮回都是为你
啊啊我要和你一起活过一千个世纪
每次诞生都只有一个意义
就是和你在一起

在一起

直到文明又毁灭
一千世纪后的第一天
伊甸园里肩并肩
我们笑看太阳也熄灭

this song i want to dedicate to my dearest boyfriend. (: muacks!.

恒星的恒心

2008-06-09T21:20:00.001+08:00

你和我看星星那夜空多神秘
天很黑风很急你把我抱得很紧
沉默的银河系因为你有意义
你要是落泪滴世界都要下雨
雨降落在大地
我安静倾听却无法领悟你为何放弃
带走回荡的回忆你像流浪的流星
把我丢在黑夜想着你
你要离开的黎明我的眼泪在眼睛
下定决心我决定
恒星的恒心等你等你
那一年的花季那一刻的呼吸
那一生的旅行因为你动魄惊心
我不是很聪明我以为我可以
守护你一直到最后一丝呼吸
我只是没发现故事已结局
你早已离去我还在坚定
老了累了倦了变了
那不会是我不会是我
等着你等着你等着你等着你

a very nice song by mayday. (:

simple sunday!.

2008-06-08T20:12:00.000+08:00

let me start posting from sub-com advance day!. (: well, i was late that day. met up with oscar then headed to school. (: saw xinyi sitting at squash court bench there, tot she was emo-ing so didnt dare to go over and talk to her. hahah. song pract time was quite fun and this song : xiao ren wu de xin shen is really a very nice & simple song!. I LIKE IT. <3 hahah. and singing halfway, xinyi & tct disappeared. in the end, they went to take the cake and popped out suddenly to celeb wengxian, farris and my bdae. aww... quite surprised and happy. (: *grins* seriously, advance day was quite fun and i enjoyed myself. (:

yeah, first day of camp, 4 june 2008. hahah. actually im pretty surprised. bcos the ppl who wished me for my bdae were the ppl i didnt tot of. hahah. all my sweet working friends, sec sch frens, poly frens and classmates still remembered my bdae and even pri sch fren!. MR HE QIN. tks tks. (: throughout the whole camp, i can say im slacking all the way. kinda bored la. im only in-charged of outdoor games and the role of photographer. so yawns yawns. hahah. but well, i want to tks the year 2 for the present. and not forgetting my darling, junhong!. hahah. cute piglet!. hahah. see!. i didnt typed it as eeyore. lalala. =p and the nice couple ring!. love it sooooo much... and love you so muchhhhh too!. =D

ytd, my darling came to my house to cook tang yuan for me. though not very nice, hahah. but the efforts are appreciated!. loves <3!. and happy to hear that you are happy ytd after going out with me!. and ya lor!. that uncle... i want to see my future phone de leh. he snatched with me!. sobs. but after all, im quite happy out with him ytd. (: a simple day makes me happy!.

posting abt today... yawns.. boring leh. and i miss him so muuuccccchh!. hahah. gonna meet him soon if not i will have missing sickness. hahah. =p shall stop here!.

i'm yours by jason mraz

2008-06-01T20:12:00.000+08:00

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you’re so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I’m trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I’ll be giving it my bestest
Nothing’s going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it’s again my turn to win some or learn some

I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I’m yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you’re free
Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
A lá peaceful melody
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

I’ve been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i’ma saying is there ain’t no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It’s what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I’m sure
No need to complicate
Our time is short
It can not wait, I’m yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you’re free
Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody)
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

No please, don’t complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

No please, don’t hesitate
no more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is your’s!

yeah!. 3 more days!. =D

2008-06-01T18:41:00.000+08:00

first of all, i want to start thanking ppl. hahah. all the ppl who tagged and encouraged me. =D let me have the courage to move on. (: tks alot guys!. =D

next, i shall start posting abt ytd, went back to school for camp prep. hahah. my cousin wanted to borrow our luggage cause she's going for holiday ytd night. i told her to reach my hse at ard 8 plus morning cause i promised my juniors to reach school by 10am to help out to paint the agm banner. in the end, i waited till 9 plus and i called her hse. she's still sleeping!. OMG!. she kept apologising and offered to send me to school, since she's sending korkor home too. in the end, i reached sch at 11 plus.(: woots. and got a great deal from her. WAHAHAHA!. and makes my day so happy. LALALA~

on the way to the club, i saw that guy again, and as usual he's so keen to ask where am i going. hahah. funny guy. and when i stepped into sac, i saw my juniors playing carrom, i was quite shocked. and they told me there's no paint brushes. LOL. alright, then i started doing my outdoor stuffs and surprisingly, i tink im quite efficient ytd. (: outdoor zui zai cause got me!. hahah. =X oops!. and also farris and oscar, my two juniors. =D tks for their help too. (:

left at ard 7, and headed to town with celia. then walked ard and i was super clumsy ytd!. go to every shop, something will happen!. even on my way back home in train, nearly fell. super paiseh. but i tink not a lot of ppl saw that. *sigh of relief*

posting abt today, i promised myself to help out in housework at least once per wk. and well, i did. sweep the floor, wipe the floor. hahha. and i cant deny that my room is super dirty la. but now very clean. thanks to me. (: HEHE. oh yeah, looking forward to 3 more days!. my bdae!. but i dont know is it a good or a bad thing that my bdae falls on the first day of camp. hahah. well, im still looking forward to it every year. =D hope i'll enjoy myself alot throughout the camp!. last of all, hope all the mcs will JIA YOU for the camp. (: and also ethel!. SMILES!. yeah yeah!. tml meeting junhong!. =D lalala. shall end here. hehe.

sleepy sat. =D

2008-05-17T20:36:00.000+08:00

hmm. last few days i was rushing my cad assignment. i was feeling super duper sad and disappointed in myself. why cant i visualised the model and i cant deny im a super com noob. =D well, i cried on thurs bcos of cad. i feel so sad abt it. my classmates were saying aiya, you go home la. do so long still haven finish yet. but those words didnt affected me at all, i just feel so disappointed in myself and i lost my confidence. and while walking back to club, i was emo-ing. and andrew (my carrom senior from eee club) saw me and asked what's wrong. while telling him, my tears kept flowing. and i tink i gave him a shock. hahah. sorry ah shi fu. =D went to com with my eyes red red & i tink quite a few ppl saw me crying. i left after putting my bag and cch went after me to ask whats wrong. and i told him and he said why did i lost my confidence. i hv always been a confident person. hmm. and i dont know why. but was feeling ok already. =D no worries. hehehe.

ytd, went to do my cad again. the last part and surprisingly i knew how to do. =D a happy thing. heheh. and i went out to imm for dinner with celia, oscar, marcus, shunfa. my darling and xiao xian tagged along to accompany us though they didnt eat. =D the food was not bad and we headed to giant to shop and celia gave me some ideas. *grins*

today, i tried to wake up at 8 plus to complete the game reports but then i was really too tired. my hp alarm kept ringing every 15 mins. in the end, i woke up at 10 plus instead. i was very happy, when oscar called me to ask abt the game report. (: my responsible junior. =D and my cousins hv not woke up at that time, so it wasnt convenient for me to go to their hse just for internet connection. though i hv their hse keys but it's wierd for me to get in myself. hahah. and tks alot to him. (: in the end, through the phone we edited the reports and he sent to sf them.
hmm. i didnt meet up my darling today bcos he wanted to rest well at home. tks dear!. (: but im meeting him tml~ yeah~ i shall end my post here. hehe. ppl as usual tag more to make me happy leh. =p

Beautiful Sunday(:

2008-05-04T20:12:00.000+08:00

lalala...today early afternoon, i went over to my cousin's hse for my nephew's 1 year old celebration!. hahah. omg... i feel so old. =X but no worries, im still young in heart. =D hmmm. the cake was semsame street and there's a jelly which was winnie the pooh and hugging a 1. hahah. and i asked ard if whether there's 18 de. LOL. one of my cousins replied, 18 too big le la, pooh cant hug. hahah. alright, both stuffs were quite tasty. (: heheh.

after that, i called my frens and none of them were free to acc me to compass. so i had to go alone. hahah. but my uncle was super nice, he drove me there although it isnt convenient for him. =D that so nice of my uncle. (: aww.. heart warming. =D today i've been missing someone so much. =D lalala. happy mood ever since ytd. =D

omg, when i reached home, i took a nap. and had a super lame dream!. hahah. i dreamt that i was sleeping at the lrt chair near my hse. then suddenly, there's an approaching lrt, i woke up and yet i took the nxt lrt. hahah. and the lrt so funny. there was announcement that the lrt is now having fire drills or plans. loL. and the lrt went into water!. and then moved upwards 90 degree like those kinda roller coaster. hahah. the wierd thing is the lrt does not have roof and i was standing and holding tightly to the railing, in case i fell out of the lrt. =D hahah. what a lame dream. well, i woke up then after receiving a piggy boy's msg. hahah. omg.. what a special and entertaining dream i had. =D hmm. shall stop here today. will update my blog soon, i hope. (: and sry ppl, i've limited time to use internet so at times on msn i didnt or perhaps i replied very slowly. hahah. big sorry for that!. (:

lalala

2008-05-03T20:58:00.000+08:00

posting abt last saturday, i went to catch mayday's concert with my cousins!. omg... the concert was fantastic man!. and there was a very very enthusiastic fan sitting beside me, she was sooooooo funny man. she kept swaying and waving her hands and moved her body. loL. my cousin and i were laughing at her a couple of times. and my cousin even asked, is she insane?. hahah. at first, we were sitting down on our comfort chairs... but... soon after the concert started, the people in front all stood up and my and cousin were like... roar... hv to stand up since we cant see. and i think throughout the whole concert we spent most of the time standing. hahah. and i think i slowly get high & high... (: loL. there were a few songs which everyone was asked to stand up and join in. eg. lian ai ing, the LOVE actions. =D omg.. oh ya, and not forgetting monster and stones' guitar skills... were SUPERIOR!. i watched till my jaws nearly dropped off. =D

well, a big sorry to the person who was worrying abt me this couple of days. i was in a foul mood and led me to emo state. hahah. but after getting some advices from some club friends, im feeling much better. for the past few days, what really bothered me is my studies. im afraid i cant catch up for some modules. esp. my gems and cad lessons. i think i shall overcome my fear and study hard then. (: failing to plan, is planning to fail. =D and one thingy to point out. mr reeve, i nv emo la. loL. dont always think im emo-ing when you see me, which in fact i ain't. hahah.

ytd, was the round up for intriem. which means my responsibility starts from monday onwards. (: hahah. kinda excited abt it. hahah. ytd a few of us went to sing songs at moberly. hahah. had some fun over there and we even sang club songs. after tt, we went for our song prep. hahaha. singing happily. =D so long we didnt sing already. hahah. we headed to imm after the round up and walked ard lo. even though im kinda tired but i still maintain my smiles. (: hahah.

and today, i went out with junhong to catch ironman. hmmm. the movie is quite cool, so high tech. (: hahah. and as usual, we challenged among ourselves with the psp drum game. lalala. im gg to arcade to train too, so i'll always win my xiao fei. (: had some talk just now and no worries xiao fei. im looking forward to 24 may. (: signing off now!. bye ppl!. tag more pls... is rare for me to update my blog. hehe.

lalala

2008-04-21T21:06:00.000+08:00

it's been so so so long since my last post. sorry... heheh. tts the disadvantage of nt having internet connection at home!. hahah. well, where sld i start posting. hmmm... for the past few days or weeks, it has been fine with someone's accompany. (: lalala. im asked a qns today and sld i take up this challenge?. i dont know. if i said yes, i really hope to get support from him and my classmates and ppl round me. sooo... let me consider it thoroughly. pfft.

well, change to another topic, liying is now damn broke man!. sobs...have to find ways to earn more money!. seriously, sld i take up part time job?. im looking forward towards the hols after week 7. i really have to work man!. no work = no money = poor girl. =( and most imptly, i have to slim down to maybe 38 kg?. hahah. saded man. when my cousin saw me tt day, he gave me a hug and said, "MEI!. You have grown fatter!". Aww... and my aunt also said that. pfft. ): so i must cut down my weight so does xiao fei!. hahah. =D i shall end my post here. ANTI-FATTENING FOOD!. =p

back from all the camps!.

2008-04-07T17:29:00.000+08:00

finally both camps have ended!. stress- free now!. for these two camps, lots of things happened. and the 15 of us have gone so far and been through all these together. though lots of times, some of us wanted to give up. however, none of them really did that. (:

for fo camp, lots of ppl had break down. lawson, shun fa, zk, ethel, xinyi. but im great that lawson didnt give up on us. and for both camps, i really want to say a big thank you to the enthu campers and all the seniors. (: esp. my outdoor seniors!. thanks for their guidance.

where sld i start to blog leh... too much stuffs to talk abt. hahah. for these camps, there's lots of memories. laughter, tears..., quarrels... blah blah. but the only thing i regretted is i didnt take good care of my voice. in the end, i have no voice and cant control the campers for my outdoor games. ): im afraid of taking ferry bcos i dont feel a sense of security at the sea. and so... for the reccee and advance day, i cried like hell in the ferry. i was super afraid. but when we are bringing the campers to st john island, i didnt cry at all. (: a big thanks to celia also. (: my best friend throughout the camp. she's also there to distract my attention by singing continuously during the ferry ride. (: *smiles*

during fo camp, i was feeling quite sick and my voice is cmi already. during interaction game, i cried in the bunk. my voice was unable to get louder. i tried my best but the campers still cant catch what im explaining. pfft. furthermore, yh injured himself during beach game, i was quite demoralised. bcos the last game pandora box was yh and my idea. (: however, in the end, it rained heavily and the campers didnt get to play it also. there was conflict here and there during the camp but it has ended along with the camp. (:

before fusion camp, i was really nervous and afraid of it. i was feeling stressed up ever since the fo camp debrief. at that time, the nightwalk there's still lots of things undone. i became kinda emo when fusion camp is getting nearer. we have little pcs this time round. so the few of us, tct, me, marcus have to multi tasks. but luckily celia was there. (: we poured out our sorrows to each other. (: *grins* poor vending machines kena hit and kicked by me. dui bu qi. =p and i promised xiao fei i wont be emo. if im emo, i'll treat him to a meal at mac. and if i didnt emo, then he'll treat me to ice cream. (: so i tried not to emo.

for this fusion camp, i have more emotions for it. there's conflicts and stuffs during those days. and yet we pcs still move on and tried our best to make fusion a success. (: hurray for all the pcs including our qm, xiao xian!. (:

during fusion camp, janet and guan jie kept telling me to relax. i kept asking them are they ready to set up this and that. lol. and not once, i think for abt 5 times ah. hahah. naggy me. =p at that time, i was feeling more nervous than stress. (: tct and xiao fei kept encouraging me. and after the candlewar, i procceed on to overlook if all the others make-up are ready anot for the nightwalk. thanks to all the seniors, all the make-ups are great!. and im happy that the make-up for individuals me and marcus came up with are not bad. (:

yeah!. and finally these two camps have ended!. thanks for all the memories but a big sorry to my family and my other friends. i wasnt there for them when they needed me. sorry. ): glad that they are so understanding towards me, esp. my mum!. *big big smiles* <33

smiles...

2008-03-05T10:22:00.000+08:00

ytd song prep was quite fun. (: im so so HIGH!. hahah. but its tiring. lOL. on the way home ytd, was very sleepy already. and... i recalled what shan told me tt day. although i felt sad but then i emo only for a day. (: i didnt cried at all though the news was a shocking one. hahah. but life still have to go on... i cant change the fact. yeah... mum is working today!. first day of work!. (: HAHAHA. i think my blog is dyyyinngggggg soon. and miss wong ws, hahah. but my blog is not gonna die so soon!!!. wahahah. i miss dben!. and gil's bdae is coming soon!!. hahaha. idiot gil what a busy guy during his bdae week. lol. STOP ROTTING AT HOME!. come school and skate. 6 steps!!. (: Hope shan wont feel vexed over the camp stuffs anymore. LIFE WHAT's YOU MAKE IT FOR!.

vday!. (:

2008-02-14T20:26:00.000+08:00

my blog is sooooo dead for such a long time. haha. too lazy to update. hahaha. mmm... today is like any other days, went back to school for camp prep. however, i was feeling kinda moody because i felt that i cant really communicate with the other girls. ): after lunch, i went to the toilet and burst into tears. hahah. oh no, i sound so ridiculous!. but.. im sorry to make ln to wait 3 hours for me for nothing. so sorry.

i left at around 5 plus to meet my dben and we spent our vday catching king fu's dunk!.(: so sweet~~ somehow we spent the day with jay chou. *grins* there's me, weisum, gil, john and xue yong. haha. the moment i saw ws, i was very happy. my mood changes immediately. (: the two of us just kept laughing and joking around. hahah. and gil watched kung fu dunk for the second time. haha. i think he must have love this movie alot huh. HAHAHA. and that day, xue and sum wear contact lens wor. haha. liying likes sweet popcorn!. (: and while gil's eating the popcorn, theres a big big sweet popcorn, and he gave it to me. thank you, small brother. (: last of all, im very grateful to DBEN for acc me out for the movie. i've a wonderful day!. (:

.....

2008-01-24T18:03:00.000+08:00

YEAH~ today is etech exam... haha. i do until kinda bored. LOL. before i start doing, the technician said me" havent even start paper, you started yawning." hahahha. While doing the paper, shan kept sighing lots of times. hahhaa. i bet she does until frustrated. hahah.

After the exams, received calls from kenneth and alan. hahaa. IDIOT maomao(alan)!. lied to me!!!. ROAR~ he said he scored around 28 or 29 for l1r4 going to army soon, i feel kinda worried for him and dont know how to console him. so i hang up, and called kenneth. haha. in the end, i found out that alan lied to me!. hahaha. bad bad ar... well done, buddies!. (: im happy for all of you. but... kinda sad for ivan tan and birdie(weiloon)... that birdie... his tys is super duper new and clean!. hahah. not even a pencil marking!. HAHA. for ivan, kinda sad for him. although we rarely contact, but can see that he really put efforts in it. HAIz...

alright, no more worries anymore. cprogramming please loves me alright?. HEHEHE. loves me for nxt monday is sufficient. (:

it's a title

2008-01-19T15:44:00.000+08:00

Thanks alot to marcus, weng xian and shunfa for you guys help in the game report. im tired of all these stuffs, i kinda lose my patience and time in all these.
But dont worry, i'll find back all these soon after my exams.

Right now, im just busy fretting about what's happening. I feel that it is no longer just dependent on _____...it's something more than that. Is it a good news or a bad news?. I guess it doesnt matters anymore. RIGHT?. Hmm... maybe this is the consequences of my indecisiveness.

Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

-BLANK-

2008-01-18T15:43:00.000+08:00

This couple of days being feeling kinda empty. thats sad. ): HAHA. didnt attend school on tue, but met the girls after lessons to go out shopping. COOL... we shopped from 11 plus till around 8 or 9 plus. (: SO SAD. the top i liked, its TOO BIG for me. ): that day, me and sum didnt really bought lots of stuffs. Shan bought the most things with her DBEN vouchers. (: *grins*

*woots* ytd was quite a short day too. went home straight after lessons. (: me and shan promised each other that she'll not contact ____ and i'll not contact _____ until after exams. UNLESS, they contact us first. (: Therefore, ytd was a tough day for me man. In the end, i went to mop the floor blah blah, and my mum was surprised. I didnt talked much to her, because i was trying hard to divert my attention to something else and NOT my hp. LOL. Feel so sad, but i cant do anything to it. Feel like walking on an endless road, just continue to walk and walk...

OH NO!. mac warms my heart!. YUM YUM!. No more BLUES. (:

"Collide"

2008-01-17T16:05:00.001+08:00

COLLIDE
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

i have a BAD day!

2008-01-14T21:18:00.000+08:00

First lesson was cprogamming today. wahhaha. omg... damn boring. haha. so we 3 girls went friendster and spammed each other comments. loL. then i did something idiotic (no.1). HAHA. i tried to act as if my com is touch-screen (one hand touching the screen, e other hand using mouse).=X hahaha. want see?. haha. go shan's blog. hahah. i tink she got post. LOL.

After that, i took shan, sum and karen watches + my own watch to wear at my wrist. LOL. looks kinda retarded.(no.2) haha. but it's quite fun today. =p i think whole class only comes for cprog. haha. i was messaging with gil and zongyi. in the end, i wanted to send the msg to gil but i sent it to zongyi. the msg i wanted to sent to zongyi, i sent it to gil. haha. luckily zy said, if not i wont realised anything man. (no.3)

Went to the toilet at fc3 and i put my finger at the door and shut the toilet door!. OUCH!. LOL. till now it's still pain. ):(no.4)

Now at uncle's house, haha. the lift bullied me!. ): sobs. i pressed 5, then the lift went to level 2, then 3. then i went back to 1. argh.. then i looked so idiotic, took the lift up and down. pfft!. hahah. (no.5)

See... 5 idiotic acts in one day. oh my god!. haha. tml will be a better day. chinese new year please come soon, my only income for the holiday. haha. wa... my in-charge is so fierce. ROAR. msg me and ask if any of my frens wanna work. in the end, she said this thurs start work. we all cannot make it, got examinations coming up soon. then she said i played her, make her happy just now. imagining her face saying this sentence. oooooohhhh~~~ scary. haha. gtg. YEO HE QIN, i got update!. haha. so you must tag!. =p

It's a NO title day!. =p

2008-01-06T20:44:00.000+08:00

hmm. ytd on phone till 6am, nonono is today morning. hahah. mummy slept with me, she woke up then went back to sleep, but luckily i woke her up. haha. if not she will be late, thanks to me tt she isnt late. (: hahaha. finally, fallen asleep at ard 7am. haha. woke up at ard 1 plus and i thought it's 10am only. hahaa.

went over to uncle's house to use internet. haha. no choice, no internet at home. ): hahaha. but soon... haha. finally, finish the grinding assignment. haha. I BORROWED THE CORRECT TOPIC BOOK. =D pfft.

HAHA. someone made me angry today. haha. but its wierd, why should i be angry in the first place when it doesnt really concern me?. haha. boring...=O this coming week, there's two tests on friday!. ARGH... motivation, hello! where are you?. be back soon, alright?. hahaha. ROAR~~ tml is monday again!. i hate monday!. liying has monday blues. ): hehe.

LOL. i sound so retarded, keep haha. =p

FINALLY, A NEW POST!. =P

2008-01-04T21:06:00.000+08:00

hahaha. finally, im posting again!. pfft. its very inconvenient not to have internet connection+telephone at home. my hp bill confirm bombing this mth. roar. 3 more days to new month!. YES!. sorry for not replying some of your msgs. =X if there's anything, you guys can just call me. (:
today is lek wee's bdae, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!. hahaha.

hmm. today's workshop is still alright, i know what to do. not so blur sotong. =p roar~ during lecture, i just started to sleep only! and mr tng called me. pfft. i sleep until very skillful yet he still caught me sleeping. hahaha.
wahaha. wed to fri, everyday i have been receiving xmas presents. =D hahaha. yeah~thanks alot ppl. (:

after lessons, my classmates and I went to fc4 to rot. hahah. ws was tying my hair, so i cant turn ard. but i got a feeling, the person sitting beside our table is he qin. hahha. indeed, im smart!. muhahaha. today is considered not bad, me and ws started to entertain outselves by laming!. haiis.. why DBEN all no legs one. haha. and shan just sat there and laugh at us. LOL. ok la ws, i hope you will recover from your rashes soon. im not so bad to give you a banana one la. at most, i give you my bag lo. haha. =p

in the end, i lunch with marcus, cc and allan at 3 plus today. super hungry!. and someone said me glutton. don't know which idiot... lalala~ who came to fc3 to buy a drink. haha. come over fc3 to see me?. hahhaa!. then he will said,"I have no comments." LOL. =p
one sotong incident!. i went to sp lib during first day of sch with reeve to borrow book. i always thought that the topic was milling. ytd night, when i wanted to start typing. i realised omg! the book is all about how to use milling machine. rang up becca to help me check my email. and gg!!!. i BORROWED THE WRONG TOPIC BOOK!. damn sotong. hahah.

today i wear my new shoes to sch, i thought sneakers is comfortable. oh no...im perfectly wrong man!. its ouch, Ouch, OUCH!. blisters!!. ARGH!~ dont feel like walking. how i hope someone will piggy-back me. =p alright, i shall wait long long. hahha!. pfft. my poor lil feets. ): i sayang them. hahaha. ok, will post again soon. i hope so!. haha.

BORING NEW YEAR EVE!. ):

2007-12-31T21:33:00.000+08:00

hahah. finally im here to make a new post. (: life without internet is sooooo inconvenient and bored!. pfft. this few days been busying with the fo camp stuffs, coming up with games... roar~~~ boring. =O haha. ytd finish typing report at ard 3 plus, then i went to bed and lie there to daze for 3 hours!. haha. and till 11 when cch comes to my hse, i think i didnt really fall asleep. what a tortue man. dont know what's wrong with me. maybe im just not used to this new room!. it's super quiet at night!.

ok, at ard 11 plus, went to the lrt there to fetch that monk chua to my hse. LOL. and he passed me my christmas present!. hohoho~ it's a big pink rabbit soft toy. (: cute~~pfft. that monk wants to sleep on my bed!. haha. and i kept pestering him to wake up. HAHA. ok, in the end, i went to watch tv and he fell asleep. and i didnt wake up him, nice me huh. haha.

someone is angry on the other side. hahaha!. oops! =X dont be petty la. hahaha. smiles ok?. (: u nv accompany me out, i also didnt angry. so you cannot angry also. haha. pfft. feel so tired and kinda stressed up this few days. roar.. who is there when i need someone's help or maybe a shoulder to rely on or cry on?. hahaha. just kinda hoping to find someone who will be able to hug me to sleep and for me to rely on?. im so tired. haha. and maybe a lil more freedom is what im searching for?. haha. just hope in this 2008, all these wishes will be granted. (:
a HAPPY NEW YEAR to all in advance!.

christmas!. (:

2007-12-27T12:54:00.000+08:00

*picture taken at the cafe!*

hahha. during christmas eve, we(derrick, me, celia, marcus, yuhwang) went back to club for marcus report thingy, deyi, shun fa and lawson went back for running i think. the 5 of us then toured round the sch, we are hot and exhausted!. hahaha.

after that, we set off to sunshine plaza to buy huat's kon. hahaha. and its super CUTE!. haha. one big kon and one baby kon. (: baby kon is kinda ex. hahaha. after that, we went to bugis because celia needed to buy a dress. and after walking for so long, finally she bought one!. and i think it's not bad, me and deyi suggested her to try. =DD pfft.

we headed to the pit ______ cafe. LOL. it's a place where we get to enjoy the food + playing board games. (: but bad thing is, it's located in between the lanes of those pubs. ): hahaha. the food was not bad, and we guys did enjoy ourselves. haha. firstly, we played the animal game. hahaah. deyi is the loser!. hahahaha. then UGLY UGLY UGLY!. hahaha. huat is the most ugliest!. he got the most cards!. =X and we played the hot airballoon game. pfft. the game dont like me, i kept losing. haha. lastly, we played the guessing game!. hahaha. in the end, we left the place at ard 11pm. hohoho.

on the train home, i opened deyi's lawyer letter. haha. and one sentence gets me abit emo. hahaha. but dont worry. i've got over it long long ago. (: after i reached home, expected thing. scolding!. pfft. it makes me more emo. after talking on phone with reeve for some time, he said he wanted to slp, so i went to slp too.

hmm. christmas!. but i feel kinda emo. hahahaha. stayed at home for the whole day!. and mum continuous nagging and complaining, pissed me off. LOL. but after a while, im back to normal. (: amazingly, this is the first time i get so pissed off. hahhaa. normally i'll just pretend i didnt hear anything. hahaha. =X

before dinner, me, mum and guma went to hougang pt to buy kfc. haha. and i saw patrina and her bf at the foodcourt. hahha. so sweet sia, christmas dinner. loL. pfft after dinner, me and mum went to our new hse. wow! we carried lots of stuffs, its damn heavy!. hahaha. but nvm, im strong. =X hehe.

we started packing some stuffs. and i saw my piggy bank!. it isnt a pig. it's a bear in a bathtub filled with hearts. it's super cute!. i put it on my table!. hehe. after that, we went to guma's hse to consume my tonic drink. on the way home, weiloon msg me to wish me merry xmas. haha. i complained he so slow, xmas is coming to an end soon, then he wished. LOL. but actually he wanna ask when i moving. haha. COOL! nxt time me, him and kenneth we can meet up often!. (: maybe nxt week i guess. (:

today, is as usual a boring day. staying at home. pfft. tml!!.YES!!. going to move hse!. =DD

rainy day. ):

2007-12-23T00:01:00.000+08:00

ytd went out with club for xmas gathering. hmm. so didnt went out with dben, cause its getting late. hmm. halfway thro it, me and celia went to the toilet. i bua tahan went to buy slippers to change. lOL. and celia is jealous!!. wahhaa. and both of us bought the same slippers. ^^ hehe. ytd was actually a fun and enjoyable day. too bad zen, shaokai, yunting and meiqi were not there. ): and naughty zen!. msg and called my shortie!. roar~~~ haha.

but after tt i was very stressed and upset because i didnt went to meet the dben. ): feel like crying. dunno why. pfft. but thanks alot to yijia!. the chocolate is yummy!~ and tks alot alot to meng lui!. he bought me a black guitar necklace. it's quite similar to my silver one which my cousin got me from taiwan. ^^ tks alot alot. (: i guess this is the best xmas present i'll receive this year. (:

today didnt went out. sorry, sorry, really sorry ppl. due to my time constraint, i ps alot of ppl this week. so sorry. hmm. only went out for dinner at boonlay. pfft. dont know why i feel so upset today. and i did cry for a moment. ): i dont know why. tml will be better i hope so. (:

YEO HE QIN, TAG MORE!. DONT VIEWED AND DIDNT TAG. HAHAHA. (:

blank.

2007-12-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

hmmm. today morning had a hard time waking up. hahaha. then i went to my new hse to choose the curtain thingy. hmm. after lunch, went home and took a nap. when i woke up, my mum dun allow me to go out. she said we are gg out for dinner earlier today. hmm. go fei cui eat. so i msg becca tt i not meeting her. so sry. ):

in the end, we dining at din tai feng at j8. haha. and mummy bought me a top. (: and the stuffs at j8 all very cute leh!. haha. ok, then i went to royal sporting hse. and poh lian called me. LOL. she's working there. (: before i went home, i went to the washroom and saw shane!. LOL. this world is so small~~~ hahaha.

pfft. most imptly!. i have not bought my gifts for my exchange tml!. oh dear, hahah. but meng lui said tml after his work then he accompany me to buy. so ok no probs. hmm.

anyway, to that uncute reeve!, good luck for your basketball match tml!. =DD

SING!.

2007-12-19T22:58:00.000+08:00

today went to sch for song prep. haha. but before tt was the first telematch discussion. (: hahaha. my face looks damn bored and tired. haha. but after lunch~~~ woots!. gt energy liao. hehe. after lunch was song prep. hmm. i sing until quite high, but i looked at others they all not high leh. how i wish sum and shan were there!. cause they will go high with me. ^^ hehe.

hmmm. after that went to meet reeve. and i was on phone with menglui and LOL. i heard"nxt stop, dover!" haha. and i saw him!. (: he gg to meet junwei. hahaha. buy xmas presents. hope there's my share!. wahhaha. sum just asked whether i hv bought e present anot. LOL. i feel like hiding at home during xmas. hahaha. sianx la. and when am i going to start my running training again!. pfft. lazy me. =X yawns. today kinda high but after tt abit emo. hmmmm. it ends tonight!. yawns. im tired. =|

update!!

2007-12-18T22:52:00.001+08:00

LOL. becca said i didnt update, so im here to update!. =DD hahaha. ytd went to loving hearts ( a kinda community centre) to do my cip!. haha. then we painted the walls!~ (: pfft. but i kinda bullied by kia chun and reeve!. put paints all over me!. tsk tsk. but still ok... i took revenge too. hehehhe. =X

then aft tt, we went to jp's mac. and michael treated me and fahmi!. (: tks michael. hmmm... then me n mich went to jp walk walk.. arcade n toyrus. (: there's a silent hill game in the arcade!. i still told mich, ehh.. the ghosts or perhaps the mummys look lik silent hill game. and he told me it is!. haha. after that we went home.

hmm. today actually meeting liwen and the girls out. in the end im too lazy and yao suan bei tong. haha. wanted to meet them, but they hv alr bought golden compass tics. ): so didnt meet them. hmmmm.. then deyi them ask me to watch alvin and the chipmunks with them. so i join them instead. (: lolol. and... the chipmunks is damn cute sia!. (: lovely lil thingy. hahaha. ok then we went to suntec. and i bought donuts from donuts factory!. but this time rd i only bought 6. ): no money to buy for others. hahaha.

back to uncle's home, i was bathing.. then my aunt was there. asking me is the donuts mine. haha. and i told her to take some if she wants. and her action fast sia, i thought she didnt take. but when my mum opened and see. there's 4 left!. hahah. not bad not bad. fast in action. hahha. =DD then i ate one double choco, yunting's fav!. haha. yum yum!!~~ hehe. i shall stop here then. tml there's telematch discussion and song prep. ): pfft. sianx. hahaha. but im going to enjoy myself!~

boring friday!. =O

2007-12-14T18:09:00.000+08:00

yawns... today im not late for workshop practice!. finally!. =DD haha. tsk tsk. im really a machine noob!. ): dun really know how to use the machine. =X then after tt was the wp lecture. today we all not so high. hahaha. sian ar. after that went to club and after lunch went to gems with nanny. today rain until very heavily. hahah. =DD

HIGH day!. =DD

2007-12-13T20:23:00.000+08:00

hmmm... ytd was a bad bad bad day!. firstly, i overslept and i reached sch at 11!. and my lesson ended at 12. so it will be kinda wierd if i stepped into the class at tt time.

nxt thing, i have serious gastric pain!. its VERY VERY VERY PAIN!. omg~ first time sia!. then i rmb i didnt took dinner on the previous nite + breakfast. =XX and tt explains why i see so many many stars~ silvery blinking stars!. =DD i was with CADC frens gg there to hv lunch. but i saw shan n sum so i went to look for them. and... in the end, i cant see!~ all i can see is only stars!!~ so shan led me the way back. hahah. and weiyi said my face was very very white. he still teasing me why i make up whole white. lOL. almost the whole day then it recovered. pfft..

and today we went to dunno where to take a look whats our course is all abt.. something lidat. haha. its damn boring!. ): hahaha. back to sch i sat with nanny, we were playing psp. in the end, he trying to see me play, and he game over!. haha. and few mins my turn to game over. LOL. we blaming each other. hahaha. then we took our lunch, and went for em1!. wohoo~~ our class almost half of us are sleeping. and of course including me~~~ =X and last lesson was engineering matrl!!. haha. me n sum we super high!!!~ hahaa. we were attending jay chou's 5 mins concert(song: ai wo bie zhou). hahaha. we are damn high!~ and theres a song: Welcome to my life bu simple plan. lOL. she funny la. said this song is like describing *someone in our class*. i was laughing n laughing. LOL. cool~ and i ended my day happily!. (: haha. and i promise to make shan high tml!~ wohoo~ 3 high gals tml!!~ (:

IT's a SUNDAY!. (:

2007-12-10T05:55:00.000+08:00

ytd was cadc month first event!. LoL. i was abit blurred of how e game is played cause i didnt went for e trial bcos of gems test. well, tks alot to huat. *clapclap* after the event, me n janet decided to go home. then guoliang, cch, endrea, zen, ellson wanted to go vivo. but they cant make up their decisions for e 3 guys. =.= wishy-washy. hahahha. in the end me n janet decided to head vivo.

pfft. the stuffs at candy empire attracted me!. muhaahaa. yum yum~~~ then we went to the toyrus (dun really know how to spell) haha. all the toys look fun!!!. (: then me n janet went to daiso to get some tibits. in the end i didnt get anything bcos nth attracted me. ahhahaa. then i saw kia chun with another mm club gal. hahaa. and i say hii~~ to him. lOL. ytd was quite a boring day.

after that me n janet went home. as usual, i fell asleep in the train. =p this few days being very exhausted. hahahaa. and after that i went for dinner at outram area. my cousins tot i look unhappy bcos i ate alil only. i wasnt la, im just tired!. =DD pfft. and on the way home, my cousin's bf drove quite fast at first. wa... and the phobia is back man. i kept digging my bag for sweets and i couldnt find it. i tried to calm myself down but luckily there's traffic jam. woots~ the car slowed down. (: pfft. i tink now i fear of sitting in the car than mrt. omg... hope this phobia will get better soon. (:

IM TIRED!.

2007-12-08T15:15:00.000+08:00

roar~~ ytd study till 2 plus, didnt manage to finish studying but went to slp. hehehe. today's wp abit confusing cause we change machine alr. this lathe machine will be better cause e previous machine was too tall and i needed a stool. =.= LOL.

then during wp lecture, i didnt fall asleep!. loL. cause i was engrossed in the psp SILENT HILL GAME!. its so scary~~ lol. at first i was playing. then i didnt really know how to play. so nanny played instead then me n gil watched him play. loL. we were so excited abt it. haha. after tt nanny was tired of the game. so i played lo.. and i manage to open the medical box. (: *ting ting* smart me. hohoho.. a few times i was scared by the mummy nurses.. loL. i was abit loud then whole class turned back n see me twice. hahah. but tcher didnt say me. instead he said nanny was xin fu, surrounded by gals. hahha!. pfft.

actually today can go out with shan n the others but i gt discussion!. ROAR~ so we didnt went out. hmm. then gil msg us, lOL. see who are free to go out tml and none of us are free. =.= haha. we are all busy ppl. =DD gil, u hv to make appointments with us nxt time. (: then after was the gems test. loL. i tikam, dun really know how to do. hahaha.

then after tt slack ard in club lo. then i was sitting outside spsu, gt one guy asked if im mm de. i was blurred. loL. after he left, then i rmb he's the mm senior who kept pulling me to the mm orientation. oops. =X sry i cant recognise him. hahahaha. after tt, i went to my new hse. i was removing the cover of the aircons and i realised my aircon was ON!!!. omg~~~ i dunno who on it.. for days~~~ loL. i was tinking is it ME... but i cant rmb. haha. nvm. but quite shiok. >.<>

MoO~

2007-12-07T11:00:00.000+08:00

today me n shan were late for lessons. haha. and the 3 gals we are the 3 lil pigs all woke up at ard 11 plus. =@) haha. hmm... today lessons were kinda boring. =O sum looks sian sian then influence me and i also moody moody and also shan. so during ematerial we didnt talk much, all 3 pay attention. hahahha. tts so rare. =X pfft. then straight after sch we went home. i was with shan, gil n yu ker. hmm. then i saw someone with someone. LOL. dunno y i feel sad. haha. but it doesnt concern me leh. =.= so i feel wierd. throughout e train ride i was thinking and thinking. hahaha. in the end nth much came to my mind. =DD hahaha.
roar...tml there's gems test. and i have not studied yet. dont have the motivation to study now. BORING. =O nth much to post abt. i shall stop here then. (:

overslept!

2007-12-05T04:21:00.000+08:00

today didnt go sch bcos i overslept. woke up at 6.15, then went back to slp till 8.45. LOL. therefore i didnt go to school lo. zzz~ ytd was quite a fun day in sch. hahaha. me and sum kept teasing shan. and we kept laughing at her. lolol. then after lunch was ematerial n em1. hahaha. and me and shan slept throughout the lessons. (: last lesson was cd!. and we were waiting for the tcher outside the classroom. haha. and i was playing sum's psp, silent hill game. hahaa. jixu n karen were talking abt the 080808 plan which helmi suggested. hahaha. and jixu accidentally revealed my secret!. omg~~~ hahah. i was quite engrossed in the games so at first i didnt realised. after that i was shocked!. shhhh~~~ "he know abt tt!" loL. but it's ok. i think he knew it for quite sometimes. hahaha. then after that yy msg and asked me to go back club, he wanna talk to me. so i asked shan to go off first, then i msg he qin. thought he 5pm then end. i forgotten he gg to watch enchanted. hahaha. ok, so nvm. went back to club and yy talked me for only awhile so i faster called shan and we met at outram. hmmm.. on the way back, we chit chat abt our probs. hahahaa. and our probs are kinda same. a = c, b = z. hahhaa. thats the equation i formed. LOL. i tink only we 3 gals know. after that before i reach home, yy msg me ask me be more guai. haha. i know what he talking abt la. cause nowadays i kept giving attitude to only one person. hahaha. i dont know what happen to me. he said i changed. but all i can say is, at times ppl changed is only appearance. haha. whatever~ i dont want to trouble myself over this too much. that's history. hahaha. (: and now im living in present. hohoho~ ohh yeah~ christmas is round the corner! yippie!~ i want christmas present. i tinking to buy a new water bottle. haha. the small bottle keeps leaking! oh and i saw the bottle which becca mentioned, maybe gg to get it for her. hahaha. hmm. this few days didnt contact shihui, i wonder how she is. love can be sweet but at times if u didnt handle it well, it can be sufferings. single life is still the best~ you need not care abt anyone, u can be with anyone u like. no restrictions. (: hahahaa. oh my.. im beginning to miss my 4E3!. hahaha. very long didnt meet my birdie(weiloon), gg(kenneth), mao(alan), and more... ohh.. and working frens.. kelvin, shane!!. all these ppl have always been quite impt in my life. and not forgetting, er ge, ruiming. hahaha. i praised him ytd. cause he asked me to find soneone as good as him. and i cant deny he's a hao nan ren. (: hahhaa. at least when he's now in a relationship, he stil cares for me!. (: bad bad ar.. my da ge, hongyi. hahaa. so long didnt talk to him. but he's a gd guy too. wil talk to me when he sees me sad for a period of time. (: wohoo~ now i realised gil is quite a nice fren also. like brother brother lidat. just tt he's a mini brother. loL. oops. =X ok. i sld stop blogging. and go study or do club stuffs, if not yy will be bugging me. hahhaa. (:

A new page of my life!.

2007-12-03T06:22:00.000+08:00

whahah. this is my first post wor!. wahahhahaha. decided to create a blog to kill my time... haha. today is a brand new day!. (: a big smile before you start a day, makes you good~~~ ytd was the timeline challenge round 2 and im paired up with shao kai to be the lil angels. one word to describe him, ZAI!. he's really a born to be leader man. my role model of life. (: for everything he will do his very best. wohoo~ that's the spirit and attitude!!!. i like it~

then ytd i saw meng lui, he looked so emo and asked me that me n cch we get back together ler ar.. cause we looked kinda close. like what i said, it's more than frens but not yet bf n gf. haha. i said nahx, we are just frens. deyi was there. hahah. and we both agree that starting a new day happily will get rid of all unhappiness. like what er ge told me before, he's happy because he's fortunate with no illness. (: and i agree too!. well, we should put down the past and continue with our life. cause i believe i will meet someone better out there. but ytd i kinda bu shuang at nite. it's indescribable feeling. it's going down, down, down. lololo. then i found out this sentences from avril's song to describe it.
"It's nice to know that you were there. Thanks for acting like you cared. And making me feel like I was the only one. It's nice to know we had it all. Thanks for watching as I fall, And letting me know we were done."

once sentence to say, guys are so hard to trust. (:
hahaha. they can treat you so nice and yet they said feelings faded away. they can treat you very nice it's more than a fren and yet they can said he's just treating you as a good good fren. whatever all this nonsense im sick of hearing it. and it wont affect me anymore. this boundary is set, i wont allow you to cross it. wahaha.
seems like me and shan are the same. (: hahaa.

yes! tml is weekday again get to see my DBEN 1A!. my gals~~~ and boi(s)~~~ err.. my bois.. loL. i doesnt sound rite. =X but tml there's prog for e first lesson!! mock test!. boring la!!!~~~ tinking to pon le~ =X going to see how first. hahah. nxt week will be a busy week man. sianx. but my body batteries are alr recharged so no probs. (: i tink it's time to stop typing, it's becoming an endless blogging. lolo. (: